After a couple of weeks of brainstorming via email, chats in class, personal consideration on intimacy themes, collecting images and ideas off of google, and tests of technology, we prepared ourselves for a brief and open-structured encounter on film and across the country. I thought that overall this work required an interesting kind of quiet energy to remain clear and patient with technology and each other.
The environments that we placed ourselves in to communicate with each other were less than private and intimate. Dr. Gilbert and I were located in Pless Hall at night, which felt like a large illuminated display case. There are two walls of open window at the corner of Washington Square Park, so people both inside the building and outside on the street have a view of the space. A handful of late-night study groups were chatting and had spread out their laptops, text books, and binders full of paper over a couple of tables. This was midterm week. For HyeWon in California, she was outside in an expansive area of campus with interesting modern architecture covering a student walk way and little green quads in between. We saw a few people milling around the space or walking by.
Without any discussion on how we were approaching the theme of intimacy in our movement, we let the logistics of the technology we were using dictate the entire process. Before Dr. Gilbert got the camera rolling on HyeWon, she performed a beautiful dance thinking we were ready to observe and record. Her dance was not lost though, it seemed to happen just for me to watch in the moment, and I used it to learn about her stylistic tendencies, playful choices, and sense of ease and flow. To be honest, I felt a greater sense of intimacy as the observer than I did as the performer, especially for the couple of moments when HyeWon performed for the first time without knowing the camera wasn’t ready yet.
In terms of my movement response to HyeWon's dancing, I don’t know if it was because I was experiencing flu symptoms or just general fatigue, but I didn’t feel as though I conveyed a coherent idea. I felt awkward and only able to react to one or two of HyeWon’s movement ideas (hiding behind pillars, sense of on-going flow, and crossed or hugging arm gestures). Even though I had these feelings of disconnect, I am interested to examine the footage to see what HyeWon and I might have shared on a subconscious level.
The next step in this process is to edit the footage gathered from both ends of the computer and see how they interact with the intimacy-themed, delicate and contemplative musical themes that Dr. Gilbert composed. I was interested in collaborating and reacting to both the dance and musical contributions, so I worked with the musical material on the piano, improvised, recorded, and digitally manipulated the recordings from a feeling-based understanding of intimacy.
